Uneasy

I'm not sure why I'm feeling uneasy.  I'm not nervous about the WLS.  I'm hoping to get down to my goal weight and have it done soon, but I know that if I can't get it done around the end of September, I might as well wait until early December to save the two weeks without pay.

I just have to develop some strength and use strategies to deal with my sugar addiction.  I can't keep giving in to ice cream...especially not sundaes at 400 calories each.  And I'm not sure I'll be able to have even low carb ice cream after surgery, so I might as well break the addiction now.

Goddess, please give me strength.